Without Fun

Well, yesterday end up with only 5 of us singing K and 2 left after that. So, yet again didn't manage to go for rollerblade. How come rollerblade's plan always fail ? This is seriously not the first time nor the second time. The failed plans are countless.

I was suppose to meet Shireen at 10am at HangTuah but guess what ? She overslept =.= Silent your phone some more la, call you also you cannot wake up. Thanks God I did not left the house yet, so I waited till Shireen was ready then I only I leave the house, if not, I'll have to wait at Hang Tuah for her for 30 minutes. As usual, I reached there first. OMG ! Saw something damn disgusting ! Blue pants and pink leggings ? Furry slipper ? ( Did she forgot to change her slippers after she woke up ? ) No more comment on that, I just feel disgusted to even talk about that.

Not long after, Shireen arrived. While walking to Times Square, she told me something. I was damn bloody pissed off, I was speechless and I just went blank. The only thought in my mind was to sound that fella. How come there has to something to piss us off ? What have we done or what have I done to deserve this ? Pathetic. Couldn't you people care for what others might felt ? Apparently, this leads me to conclude that all ***'s guys are heartless and cold-blooded.

This time Sing-K at Red Box. The first thing I did when I enter the karaoke room was shout like I just don't care. I was damn pissed and emo, I can't stand it anymore. Grabbed the microphone and shouted ! That felt really good. So started singing then after awhile, Yann Lin arrived. Haha ! Very early orh !

Sher singing
Shi playing with her phone (don't know what she do)
Me snaping them !

Us in Body Glove
~its too dark !

Promoting Body glove =.=

Cha0ticLove S2

After that, at 3pm + Fiona had to go. Sigh ! Fiona, why always must leave that early ? Where the fun ? Since Yann Lin doesn't want to skate, that leaves us with 3. What the point of going rollerblade when there is only 3 of us ? So, plan failed. As usual. Lepak-ed around with Yann Lin in Times Square awhile cause she leaving us too. Walk around, helped fiona to buy a present. PRESENT FOR *** ! Damn chun right ? Even I haven done that before ! Fiona terus maju orh !

Shermaine and Shireen wanted to watch movie. But I just don't have the mood. All I wanted was to go home ! What's the point of watching a movie when I know I won't enjoy it ? Anyway, thay tolerate me. We went home around 4pm +.

Dad wans't home for dinner, so left with Mum, bro, sis, and me. Went to eat Chicken rice nearby my house. WTH ! I know I haven been there for quite sometime but can the restaurant really change that much ? Air-conditioned, glass doors, and waiter with PDA !! OMG ! They are taking orders with PDA ! WTH ! Chicken rice really that big business ? Shocking !

After dinner, went home and bath. Then boiled drama "Moonlight Resonance" till 1.30am. I'm continuing today, but have to wait till bro and sis wake up. Episode 20 now I think.

I should have known.
But its okay.
There are always "the next time".
Hope I'll have lots of fun today.

End !

At long last, exams are over. Phew~ thats a relieve !

Anyway, Accounts paper wasn't that hard. Thats a good news right ? GG-fied. I kind of screwed paper 2 but i've got paper 1 to back me up. No regrets, my choice, my decision.

Today was my last day of exam, but some of us still have the last paper on Monday. Gambate orh~ Eh eh..means monday can play in class ! Fuiyoh~ Today actually planning to go hang around Bukit bintang and watch movie somewhere. Pavilion ? But, SOMEONE release aeroplane.

Ahem ! Ahem !

*cough*

*cough*

Anyway, since like this, we decided not to go anymore. No point going anyway, so came home early and online ! Its been so long since i come home right after school and online like i've got all the time in the world.

OMG can't believe it, Form 4 had almost come to an end. Time do passes by fast, and without us realising. Today, as i was doing Accounts Paper 2 in the first floor of Form 3 block, i heard screams and loud voices from the hall. Obviously, Geography paper had over. The scene of me finishing my last paper during PMR was still fresh in my mind, and now there i was sitting for my last paper for Form 4 this year. A year had passed by, and the next is just ahead. Form 5 ? I'm not ready for that, I'm not ready to face such future. But do i have a choice ? Apparently not.

Next good news, since exams are over, i bet there won't be homework anymore unless some special subjects. Plus tuition had came to an end to, last day was yesterday for 2008 session. So, i don't have to go to tuition anymore. Wee~ Conclucion, my daily routine will now be :

Wake up >> Go school >> Play >> Go home >> Play >> Sleep

Isn't that just nice ? Not to forget, hanging out with my friends. I think thats all for now, might blog again later. I'm going to get active blogging again, so do drop by more often.

PS : eating chocolate while typing this post ^^

Rain and Thunder

The sky was dark, the wind was strong. Yet, I continued being where I was. Alone. In the dark where I sit, a flash of lightning was seen. Scary as it was, I calmed myself down. Slowly, i withdraw back to myself, hugging my legs in order to provide myself with much comfort. I was alone, unprotected and insecure. As the night passes by, I realise i had and always will be alone. With no one by my side, no one to be there for me when I'm in need. Without realising, tears flow unwillingly down my cheeks. I rubbed it off.

Lost in my own thought, drown by my tears. Thinking that it would better if I have someone who cares for me and love me more than I love myself. During the thunder, an open arm will always be there for me. For me to burry my face, for me to feel secure. Being in ones arm, where I belong. Comfort by his warmth, protected by him and feeling secure in his arms. I know that when that happens, tears will flow unwillingly but it isn't because I'm afraid or scared of loneliness. Tears of Joy !

No matter how much i long for this to happen, dreams never come true. I understand that very well. Yet, a girl can dream, couldn't she ?

2 Days To Go (Desperate)

Can't believe its been almost 3 weeks since i started studying and now it has almost came to an end. As stated above, 2 more days to go. Now I'm left with Moral and Accounts which is tomorrow and Friday respectively. Ahem !

Anyway, since its Moral tomorrow, i've decided to spend a little time onlining. Haha ! Guess what ? I screwed my Chemistry paper today ! Wee~ I'm trying to forget about my silly mistake and carelessness but during paper 1, when the same graph appear, I started thinking about it again. Till i've got no more mood. Sigh !

Oh yeah, Accounts ! Everyone taking Accounts must beri tunjuk ajar to me tomorrow ! xD After Moral paper, half day no paper to take. Aww~ Half the class is free tomorrow except the miserable 10 of us taking Accounts >.<

Hmm..on Friday, lunch anyone ? I know it sound weird but everyone is busy so that's all i could think of. >.<

I guess that's all for today.

Oh ya, before i forgot. Congratulation to my Leng Chai for successfully getting AFS scholarship to Japan for 2 weeks ! I envy you a lot dear~ Haha ! I'm applying again next year, who else is interested to join me ? xD

GAMBATE !

5 Days To Go...

A week had past, yet another week of pure misery a waits me. T___T At which after, I'll play as much as possible. By the way~

Well, there 5 days more to be exact :

Monday : PhySICKS
Tuesday : BioDOPY
Wednesday : CheMISERY
Thursday : Moral
Friday : Accounts T.T

SIGH ! I've been thinking this since the week before exam. Should I be taking Accounts ? Should I ? Must I ? Why am I learning Accounts in the first place ? OMG ! these questions hurts my mind ! Anyway, I've decided that I'll be taking it since darlingsss said that I should and to see where I stand. True though, after these paper, I'll decide if i'm going to take it for SPM ! Result ?! Couldn't imagine~

Oh yeah, I went on a DATE. Ops..i mean DATES. TWICE !! A ONE-ON-ONE DATE TWICE THIS WEEK ! >.<>spend almost 5 hours plus with my date. Ahem ! Cool huh ? 5 hours in McD face to face. I'm so happy thinking about it.

Today was the second date. We went McD again (P/S : there is more privacy in McD and McD is quiet enough..shh..) for about 2 hours 15 minutes. Hehe..then we went to tuition together, side by side. Aww..so sweet right ? Went for Accounts in Kasturi and we sat side by side ! Class ended at 5pm so we went to lepak around for about an hour. First, from Petaling Street to Kotaraya, then from Kotaraya back to Petaling Street. Only me and my date, no other. Next, we went to KFC four another 30 minute of private dating ! Wee~

Can't wait for our next date. I'm sorry I'm not free next Monday because have to study BioDOPY ! So, next Tuesday right ? Dear, until what time ? I need to know or else I'll go home with you ! xD So, next Tuesday. CAN'T WAIT !! (*excited*)

Hehe..so what do you think about my date ? Isn't my date sweet ? >.<>

My Date = Shireen !

Anyone got fooled ? Haha..

Cha0ticLove meets Physics

Well, as i was revising Physics last Monday, a random idea just kind of pop into my head. So, these are my random ideas (PS i spelled wrongly for "explain") which i like to call them, When Cha0ticLove meets Physics !

"I LOVE YOU" - No law of Physics can explain it.