I know this post will be mostly crap because I'm freaking pissed right now.

WTH !

Few things I am glad to say it out loud,

1) Two can play at this game, you're on !!!
2) FYI, I'm 100% pure single and so is my sister, JX. So stop shitting me, cause I'll just shit you back !
3) Back OFF !!!

Tagged by Victor

If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
It depends on what is okay

How would you describe yourself?
No idea

How do you feel today?
Upset

What is your life’s purpose?
To live life to the best and have no regrets

What is your motto?
I make it up as I goes

What do your friends think of you?
Ask them, why me ?

What do you think of your parents?
The best of the best

What do you think about very often?
Human

What is 2 + 2?
22 !!!

What do you think of your best friend?
I have plenty of best friends, and all of them are "chun"

What do you think of the person you like ?
An egoist

What is your life story?
No comment about it

What do you want to be when you grow up?
A wife !

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Scared but happy at the same time

What will you dance to at your wedding?
You'll know when you're invited to my wedding

What will they play at your funeral?
I wouldn't know cause I'm no longer around. Funny..

What is your hobby/interest?
I just do anything I feel like doing

What is your biggest fear?
A really stupid and irrational phobia for a living thing

What is your biggest secret?
Stupid question ! Its not a secret if I type it out here, will it ?

What do you think of your friends?
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What will you post this as?
Tagged by Victor

I tag
1. Huey (Don't fatt mou please)
2. Michelle
3. Celyn
4. Medina
5. Ain
6. Alia
7. Jojo
8. Joy
9. Fififiona
10. Chris

I did not went to school today. Woo hoo~

But I had to go to Bukit Jalil for the sport rehearsal. Huey fetched me and my sis there. Wee~ Thanks Huey and thanks for the pau ! ^^ My hand was shaking when I was holding up the flag. Its not as easy as it seems !

Stayed at Bukit Jalil till 12 pm, then went to the bus stop in front the STAR station because taking bus is cheaper and can sleep longer. LOL ! Stopped at Pasar Seni and then went lunchie with Huey, Shi, Fio, sis and my sis's friend. Then, sis and her friend rush to tuition because they were late and so are we. Thanks to Huey and her super fast speed in eating. Haha ! We're used to being late, so to us, its something very common and we don't rush. LOL !

Biology was fun. Haha ! Funny man. The correct and wrong position of sitting, walking, standing, and lifting a weight. Laughed like nobody's business. Chemistry was so boring. No offence, but I almost fell asleep in class. >.<

He saw her, and she saw him today. Aww..its like a movie. They haven't seen each other in a long time, and finally they got the chance. Although nothing happened, he was satisfied and happy and so do I. I only regret for not being there. Sigh ! I'm hoping for the next in the future. xD

Wishing all the best of luck,
To all my buddies,
Competing in the
Zone Keramat Under-18,
Basketball competition.

Gambate !

P/S : This should have been posted yesterday, but modem died.

The modem got struck yesterday.
Today, bro bought a new modem.
LOL !
Very efficient brother I have right ?

Anyway, today.

Me and Yee had to stand outside the lab for 20 minutes for being late. And, teacher got the wrong information on why we were late. Zzz..got scolded for no reason. WTH !

Sport's Day is the coming Saturday and guess what ? Xavier's flag and banner is missing. OMG ! The president flag is so damn hard to remake. Zzz..Clothes for the flag barrier and marchers still pending. Sigh !

I've made up my mind, I've decided to overlook this stupid issue. Argh ! I won't ask.

Yes VS No

"Yes" was stronger than before.
While "No" begins to weaken.
"No" won this time,
But I'm sure that-
"Yes" will be winning over "No" soon.

The agony I'm feeling.
The feelings I have got to hide.
How long can I last,
Before giving in ?

When will all this end ?
How will it end ?
Will I be feeling regretful ?
Some things are better to be left unknown.

Tomorrow is Monday..again...

Aiks ! Loads of homework to do again. My Moral tugasan harian was suppose to hand in before Chinese New Year is still not written. LOL ! I'm incredibly late. Haha ! I'm writting it now.

KT messaged me this morning, saying that we're suppose to stay back from tomorrow onwards to practise our dance for our school's 110th Birthday Celebration. Yeah ! Last year, and I get to this kind of thing for the school. Freaking cool ! And the best thing is that, I get to dance with last year's group (The group of last year's Chinese Society Gathering performance).

I'm in a shopping mood again. Haha ! Its time for shopping again. Ok, not now, maybe next week onward. Hehe !

Decided

Yes, I know
At long last, I have realise it.
Yes, I once decided.
But, it is a different ball game now.

I have decided,
No, I'm not saying it
And you're not hearing it from me.
Its just simply isn't right.

I guess it doesn't matter,
Does it ?

Valentine's Day

These are the picture taken on Valentine's Day with Wen Di's phone while waiting for teacher to arrive. Damn clear man the camera. I want to change phone !!!

Di looks like she's going to cry

Intervensi officially over !!!

Moral was insane, Accounts was okay, and Sivik was okay I guess !

We started a stopwatch to see who is the fastest to complete the paper. I was THIRD from the BACK ! Last was of course YL. The stress queen who panic like nobody's business during exam. @@

Anyway, after school me, Huey and Shi went to Times Square because Huey have to do something. We're supose to attend 3.50pm class in Kasturi but my freaking hot date was late. So, end up skipped tuition and left TS at 5.45pm. Before we leave, we stopped by at a shop. OMG the shirts are super cool.

I'm going TS again tomorrow, and maybe SW to survey Xavier's costume with my darling Michelle together with the others. LOL !

Oh yeah, Accounts tomorrow. Homework haven't do. Aiks !

Today is the day I've been waiting for the entire week. Its not about the intervensi. LOL ! Although it can be said that today is the last day. Haha !

High jump inter-house competition is today, along with long jump and lontar peluru. The three of us, each enter one event. Me in high jump, KT in long jump, and Michelle in lontar peluru. Thank God got people stay back with me, if not I'll have to walk to tuition all by myself. Hehe !

Anyway, high jump was freaking scary. Cheerleaders are in as well. How can I out jump them, when I can't even out jump myself ? I'm so lame =.=!

I'm kind of happy because I passed the first round. Wee ! But the second round, sigh... Teacher say my way of jumping which was run-stop-turn-jump will be disqualified. OMG ! That is the only way I can jump ! Teacher say when I stop, it is considered as diving. OMG ! So, as aspected..cannot pass ! LOL !

Thanks to KT for shouting my name in the first round although I did not hear it. LOL ! Thanks dear !

Then the three of us went dating at KFC ! Then only go tuition.

Today's paper was like constrasity. Biology, and PJK was super hard, but Maths was freaking easy.

"3 is equals to 4"

Insulting our intelligence !

Intervensi Week

My blog will be moulding this week because I want to become a NERD this week. My life this week will only revolve around books-LOTS OF BOOKS !

Intervensi Schedule

Monday : BM, History
Tuesday : Physics, English
Wednesday : Chemistry, Additional Mathematics
Thursday : Biology, Mathematics, PJK
Friday : Moral, Accounts, PSK

When exams are over, I'll upload the video and pictures that I have not upload yet.

Promise~

Single Valentine's

14th February

A date most couple look forward to to spend time with their other half. Its not a rare sight to see people walking hands in hands, and holding flowers.

As for me, my Valentine's Day has always been the same for the past 16 years. LOL ! Celebrating it with my crazy friends, especially crazy and phyco classmates and my family. Lisha and Dharini made Yen Yee Valentine's Day card. OMG ! I'm freaking jealous man !

I don't care, I want one !!!

OH yeah, I spend one hour waiting for my first date in school. Accounts teacher, Mrs R was freaking late ! She has a meeting and she said that she'll repay us by bringing us cakes next week. Wee~

Then, I spend another one hour plus waiting all alone in Sri Petaling LRT Station for my freaking hot date. One hour plus waiting for you. Do you know that you're late ? I'm so disappointed by your attitude dear. You broke my heart and ripped it into million pieces. T__T End up, Huey reached with a super heavy breath. You're forgiven dear ^^

Dinner with my dad, mum, sis and my maid. Bro didn't want to go because he said he was lazy, as usual. LAZY !

That's my Valentine's. Anyone mind sharing theirs ?

Ahem ! Anyone hold hands ? GG-fied !

I'm feeling happy. I'm contented. I'm filed with joy. OK, leave out the last one. I'm not that joyful. Not now.

Anyway, Dharini asked me a question today that set me thinking.

She asked, " Why don't have the cheerful Jia Wei already one ?"
Then, I asked myself, "Where is the cheerful side of me ? Where has it gone ?"

Really, I have to thanks Dharini a lot for asking me that question. I've been emo-ing for the past 3 days and if I continue being how I am three days ago, I'll be lifeless. Come on, get a grip girl ! Exam is next week ! You know, I'm kind of glad that the intervensi is next week because I know that I'll be so busy that I forget about all this crap that is happening.

Anyway, most of my problems, misunderstanding, and complication had ended. I'm really pleased, and grateful that I have friends like you guys. Problems that I can't solve, I'll put it into a box, wrap it up, put a lock on it, and burry it deep inside of me. Forgetting it, and leaving it to be unsolve for now.

Today, attended Kasturi with Huey only because the others went missing. =.=" No comment.

During English, teacher handed out a creative essay example written by him. In that essay, there was a quote from Shakespears saying,

"It is better to fall in love and to have lost than never to have fallen in love".

Huey and I totally agreed with that sentences becasue without love and without falling in love, its like our life is incomplete.

Yesterdays Biology lesson in Kasturi, Mr. Fong told us a story.

God created Adam. Adam was alone and he prayed for a companion. Soon, God removed one of the ribs from his body and created Eve using that bone. So, Adam has Eve. And even now, guys have a rib less than girls. Our true love is said to share the same bone. For guys, their true love is the girl with THEIR rib, while the girls, their true love is the guy whom the rib in her belongs to. So, the guys find back their rib, while the girls find back their body.

Then, went to Huey's house for the very first time although she had come to mine for I-don't-know-how-many-times. We-me, Huey, Vern (Huey's sis), Venn (Huey's cousin), and YH (Vern's bf) went to pasar malam together, the one behind my housing area. It was ok la, first time going out with them, except Huey.

When I reached home, Huey was laughing like mad until I too laugh with her. Vern said that, we both sama-sama laugh damn loud. LOL ! Is that a compliment ?

Meaningless Regrets

Yes, the time had come
For me to say "Goodbye",
This is also the reason why,
Its not time to admit it.
Anyway, what's the point of doing so ?
Things will never be the same again.

Yes, I'm feeling regretful right now.
If only I was bold enough,
If only I was a little more obvious,
None of this would have happen.
Its not any one's fault but myself,
As I have stated earlier.

Would I be able to get through this ? -No.
"The moment our eyes meet, its like the world belongs to me and you",
Was written in the past, inspired by you.
And now, the moment our eyes meet,
All I could feel is depression and pain.
No one could save me from this,
No one especially me myself.

Even now, I'm lying to myself.
The obvious is in front of my eyes.
I will never acknowledge it.
If only I could forget,
If only I could let go.
Then, I'm sure I can move on.

P/S : I'm sorry to my darlings for being emo and darken the day for you. And thanks to all those who have cared for me, and hear out on me. I'm sorry if I continue being emo in the future.

OMG !
I want a hug right now !
I'm going to cry.
Damn !

Today is the first time you guys seen me emo right ?
A lot had happened, a lot to think about.
No, its no one's fault, its mine.
I just simply think too much.
Something I have to learn-chill !

A Message From My Heart

The time has come.
Things I've been afraid of,
Losing you, and
Forgetting what we have been through.

I've been such an idiot,
Dragging time.
Time and tide wait for no man.
I now understand.

Could I bear losing you ?
Can I ever be me without you ?
Will I ever be able to forget you ?
It will never be the same again.

The time has come, its time to change.
Maybe, its for the better.
For me or for you,
It doesn't matter anymore.

Its just time to say,
Good Bye !

Crush - David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

[chorus]

Fall For You - Second Hand Serenade [edited]

The best thing about tonight's
that we're not fighting
It couldn't be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that
I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

[chorus]

[chorus]

CNY Class Party

Its actually on th 6th of February 2009, Friday. I shold have post this first instead of the camping post because this happens first. Anyways, what is done is done. So, I'll post this now.

As said, my crazy class was having steamboat during the class party. Out of the ordinary ! Just like us ^^ Everyone on of us are individually special and unique in their own ways. LOL !

First off, we took pictures. Crazy crazy pictures. KT even pulled Mr Hoo's shirt so that he doesn't leave just to get a picture with him. =.=" I got the video. Muahaha !

We've got a pot and a rice cooker. The rice cooker for the vegetarians, Dharini and some other. LOL ! Xiao xiao wan. The crab stick that was int he pot, stil has plastic on it. =.= ! Then few teachers came and we became the chef and waiters. I served drinks with the others. Haha ! While Celyn and Joy cook.

Then...

MISS WINNIE ARRIVED !!!

Served Miss Winnie and took picture with her. OMG ! I'll treasure the picture because it is priceless.

Then, the lion dance. They were freaking late ! It was suppose to be 10.30am but end up its at 12pm. WTH ! All of us was like standing at the class corridor. Shouting nonsense. Paiseh ! Don't know who leh >.<

Then, we SJI gang reaches the Form 5 block. Fiona came. >.<

So Fiona, any comment about my phycho classmates or me ? I know, very crazy and high right ? LOL !

Then, visited the marches in the field. OMG ! No comment.

Lion dance performance was superb ! But the lion, is a pervert lion. =.=" Zzz..I've a video of it but only half way, because while recording suddenly out of battery. LOL ! Maybe I'll get it from teacher. Hope she has posted it in her blog. Hehe !

I will be uploading the pictures and videos later because my sister took the camera for her camp. Aww~

P/S : Different camp.

Camping Pictures

Before entering the forest on Friday

Going up to the forest

After setting up the camp > crazy Hidayah

When night falls~

Everyone taking picture of KL Tower

KL Tower

Me and Shi

Me, Shi, KL Tower

Second day : Orientaring
(using compass to get to all 10 stations)

On the way to the forest

Shi during orientaring

The back of our campsite

To the Pusat Maklumat

Chengals !!!

The sign board the renjer commented on

Butterflie~

Don't even know what the hell we're holding

Cute animals ^^

Buggy !

SS-ing

P/S : Photos taken by using Melissa's camera

I'm Back !

3 days 2 nights

We're suppose to sleep in our group's tents, but end up everyone switched places to sleep with their friends. LOL ! Lalithe wants to switch with me, so I just switched. So, I got to sleep with Shireen, Hidayah, Shakey, and Farah ! LOL ! Phychoes.

It was damn fun ! Seriously. Especially yesterday. Travel around the jungle 3 times !

1) 9.30am - 10.00am
2) 3pm - 5pm
3) 11pm - 12am

I can recognice every path in the jungle now. LOL !

The morning and the late night one was the best. In the morning, we're required to use a compass to get to all 10 stations to get the labels. My group, Chengal was second ! Ahem ! Not bad right. Because got me to lead them with my using-compass skill ! I just realise I'm quite good at it !!! xD

The evening one, was ok ok only. At first, it was quite fun-going aroud the forest eating leaves. LOL ! Then, we got super tired and ask the forest renjer to stop and let up head back to camp. I ate 1 leave-sour. Surprisingly, it tasted nice. Hehe !

Then, at night before the night walk, we had a group performance. My group, danced using Love Story and Tokyo Drift. =.=" Weird la !

Night walk, I was the last. I was freaking scared, being last is the worst. But thank God, a bunch of renjers at the back of me. Phew~ Its not that dark in Bukit Nanas because there were light from the moon, buildings, cars, and street lights below. The only animal seen was an owl. So sad ! I was hoping to see animal sleeping in there nest or shelter.

Today I slept till 7am. Hehe ! Teacher damn good la, he allowed us to sleep longer and skip senam robik. xD Wake up, pack up my bags and its time for breakfast. After that, putting away the camp, and cleaning the campsite. Then, its photography session. xD First by groups, then everyone. xD

One thing I really regret during this 3 days is NOT BRINGING MY PHONE !!!

Sigh ! I damn stupid. But thank God, still manage to take pictures using friends camera.

LMAO !

Today was a blast ! Well, yesterday ! Again, who cares !

First event~

*in class*

JW : Eh, KT we join singing competition lo. Want not ?
KT : You join la.
JW : Okay, I join !
KT : You join I pay for you the registration fee, RM 8.
JW : Nah you say one ar !! YL, we join singing competiiton lo, me and you duet. We sing Xin tiao.
YL : Ok ok, but don't want xin tiao la very hard to sing.
JW : We go sing K practise and choose song lo.
YL : Kk..

*in tuition after telling Huey*

"OMG ! I can't imagine JW on stage singing. Now imagine also like damn funny dy. Surely on stage curi-curi smile one."

"She come out of stage only ar, we all start laughing dy. Then ar she very nervous, grab the microphone until break into half (Huey impersonating me)"

Damn xiao right ? And that was during Chemistry class, Freddy keep tiong jue us. LOL !

Second event~

After school (after librarian meeting, ping pong practise, olahraga practise and tae kwan do), the 6 of us (me, Shi, Huey, Kt, Mich, Fio) was walking out of school before we met Pn. S who was in her car.

Pn S : Where you all going ar ?
KT : Teacher we going tuition, fetch us la.
Huey : Yalah teacher, we finish tae kwan do very tired
KT : Ya teacher very near only.
Pn S : Where is your tuition ?
KT : Kasturi.
Pn S : I'm not going there.
KT : Teacher nevermind, drop us LRT there also nevermind.
Pn S : I'm not going there too.
KT : Teacher you turning left is it ?
Pn S : Ya
KT : Teacher nevermind, you drop us in front there.
All of us : Can la teacher !
Pn S : Faster come in la, what are you all waiting for ?

*All of us hop into her car, a 5 sitter car ! WTH ! Huey snatch the front sit and 5 of us have to get sardin at the back. Then a carw as coming. So, we just pushed each other in and the two doors at the back can't close. OMG ! Its like teacher's car has wings !!! Then teacher stop half way and we ask Fiona to go sit infornt with Huey. So, end up, driver's sit one person. Passenger's sit, 2 person. The back sit, 5 freaking person. And we laugh our heads off in teacher's car !*

*When we reached the fork, teahcre sto and all of us hop of*

That short distance als o we want to sit teacher's car. We're crazy !

Third event~

*in Kasturi refilling water*

Huey : I want.
Shi : I want.

*They take turn refilling water, after every drop until the water ran out*

Huey : Change water la (pointing at the refill)

*all of us ask Kt change*

KT : I don't want.
Shi : Eh, ask the fella change the water la.
Huey : Excuse me, boleh tolong tukar air tak ?

*Then, the Kasturi guy come help us change. He took out the empty bottle and want to pass to it Shi but she doesn't want to take.*

Shi : Cucuk je la.

*all of us burst out laughing*

Kasturi guy : Eh, apa ni ? Guna bahasa macam ni.

*all of us laughing again*

Last post before I attend the camp tomorrow, and I won't be back till Sunday. Even so, I don't think I'll be onlining on Sunday because I'll be super exhausted.

My sister is going camping too, but not the same camp and not on the same day. Mine starts tomorrow, but hers on Saturday. But both of us end on Sunday, hers later of course. Her's is the Girl's Scout camp at Brickfields, and mine is Librarian camp at my friend's house, Bukit Nanas. LOL !

Tomorrow is also our CNY party ! Fuiyoh ! My class abit crazy with ideas. What to do, 5U ma ! ^^ Last year's idea of steamboat is becoming a reality. Yes babe, we're having steamboat tomorrow. BBQ next ? xD

This time, Ainc an't bring the radio so I'm bringing. LOL ! Things I'm bringing to school tomorrow. A bag of books, a bag of clothes, a plastic bag, a paper bag and a radio. I'm suppose to bring it to school how ? Heck care, maybe I'll ask my parents to stop right in front of my school and I'll go two rounds bringing my stuff to school.

OMG ! Weird man. First time camping in a real forest. Haha !

Yesterday was horrible. Thanks to my last minute habit, I stayed up till 2am to do my Biology. Tuesday 2am. As a result, complete disaster in school. Half dead fish going to school. Plus, PJK on that day. Teacher gave us our "mental preparation" before the holidays. She wants us to run 30 minutes !!! OMG ! But, on Tuesday, she said, either 10 rounds around the field, or 30 minutes.

During the running session was damn funny, thanks to Yann Lin. By the first quarter of the field the first round, she said she can't go on anymore. "Dah sangat penat la. Aiyo cannot run ady la !". I was infront of her, and I burst out laughing. Disturb my breathing. Then, when its half way around tha field, YL says, "Eh, I want to fart la". And yes, again, burst out laughing. WTH ? Joker man !

I'm not fit, and I've got no stamina. By the fifth or the sixth round, I was super tired already. But I made 7 or 8 rounds. Although I didn't reach 10 rounds, but what the heck, I'm proud enough ! LOL ! Semangat people like Kt, Mich, Fio and Lisha actually ran. And Lisha SPRINTED because she doesn't want Mich to catch up with her. Phycho !

During Sejarah class in Kasturi, I kind of dozed off. >.< Tired la, too tired ! Then yesterday, I slept till 10 pm. OMG ! With my school uniform on. Woke up, dinner plus ice cream then finally bath. Then only time for homework. =.="

Today was not so bad. Got to come back early, 6pm. And yes, lots of homework to do. Sigh ! Life is so darn hard.

Ah yes, some Form 1 junior complain that CBN is like a prison. Seriously, what rubbish is she crapping ? Afternoon session was like the time I had the most freedon even with Papan around. That girl dares to say that CBN is prison.

Afternoon session + absence of Papan = Life !

If she says she is in prison, what about us - the morning session CBNers. Are we in hell ? Utter rubbish. What I can say is, enjoy your life girl while it last and yes, Welcome to CBN !

An E-mail From Her

Shermaine has become the official "her" in my life. I know it sounds so wrong. I do hope u still visit my blog Sher, and of cause our class blog too. ^^

Shermaine send an e-mail to most of us already, and yes I've been busy so I didn't notice till my friends, Lisha and Fiona told me. The e-mail is filled with pictures. OMG ! A little change in Sher, dressing and hair ! She cut her hair. LOL !

The message and and some of the pictures, actually mostly all (Don't kill me Sher) :

HI everyone...As i'd promised, these are the photos that i'd taken for the last two months in Adelaide..Sorry for the long delay-i got internet line just recently...Anyways,juz wan u all to know that i'm fine here and we're coping quite well here..I'll come back to Malaysia to visit as soon as possible^^. WIsh that we could always keep in contact !!!I'll send u guys more pictures nxt time...That's all i got now hehe..

Love,
Shermaine aka Bunny




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