Holiday again ! If it wasn't for the upcoming final term exam, i'd be enjoying these holiday to the fullest. But, it seems that, it isn't possible. Sigh ! Lots of catching up to do, because i haven't done any revision or anything at all ! Last minute study will always occur no matter how hard i try to study earlier. Hehe ! Oh well~ old habits tend to stay !

Hmm..9 days of holidays out of which 2 days at least i won't be studying. So, that simply means i only have 7 days to study and chase up. Gambate ! I think i should plan up a timetable so that i won't delay time again. Haha ! Hmm..today i spend my entire free time onlining ! Wee~ That's because i want today to be the last day i enjoy before i move into 3 whole weeks of pure misery.

Oh ya, these 3 weeks includes this holiday week, and the other 2 exam weeks. Last day will be on Friday next next next week. Muahaha ! Why am i so excited over it when i haven't actually prepare for my exam ? Anyway, last day of exam which i am really looking forward to, i don't care, i want to play ! Play as much as i can, play till i run out of energy ! Let me think (thinking !), i want to go for roller blading ! i want to Sing K ! I want to just hang around with my friends~ We go roller blading ok ? xD

Oh yea before i forget, i want to wish all my friends or who ever that is dropping by,

Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Holidays ! =P

Pollution !

OMG ! Why do i keep on hearing the word pollution today ? @@ Hear until bored already. Four hours and ten minutes of pollution, greenhouse effect and thining of the ozone layer topic today.

Today double period of BioDOPY in school. The remaining groups did their presentation for final exam scores. Yay ! Shugi and Deb represented my group. Hehe~ Oxygen molecules react with UV rays becomes two single Oxygen atom. I remember that part Shugi dear.

Today, I was damn semangat to revise Accounts. Thats because my Accounts stinks. Sigh ! Better improve otherwise i have no other choice but to drop it. T___T I really do enjoy doing Accounts, i really do. So, today i brought Accounts text book and work book hoping that Yee could help me. But end up, we have to enter AVA room while the Islam have don't know what session in the hall. All I know is, there is bunga telurs. Haha ! My class summited 2 bunga telurs. Apparently, 2 of the eggs are cooked on Tuesday !! ROTTEN EGGS !! Wonder who has it now ? Hmm !

Two hours in AVA, watching a movie, more like a documentary on pollution, greenhouse effect, global warming and thining of the ozone layer. AGAIN ! I was damn fed up with that topic, i finally fall asleep. Then, i didn't care, i sleep on Mich lap (PS we are siting on the floor as there are no seats left). ISH ! Keep on molesting me, why won't you guys let me sleep in peace ar ? But, i get to revenge. Mich, super sensitive to anything that touches, here had it back. GG-fied ! Nice hor Mich ? xD

After school, get our koko marks and then head to tuition. OMG ! Biology second period also is about POLLUTION !! OMG ! Hadn't I have enough ? I was so sick of it, i kind of fall alseep. Just for that short while.

Can you imagine, total up 4 hours 10 minutes of pollution business. If exam question I can't answer question on this, might as well I murder myself. Haha !

Unfortunate...

No one in the world would want such thing to happen. No one wants it to end this way. Maybe not "end", infact its a end to a whole new beginning. Seriously thats a good thing. But whether it is good or bad in the future, it lies in your hands. If i alone make the decision, it wouldn't work out. How can there be friendship when there is only one ? Am i right ?

I'm really sorry that it had to be this way but hey ! Isn't it better ? Friendship is by far more precious than anything else in the world right ? So, forget the past, move on, and BE HAPPY !

I'm glad to have a friend like you, I really do !

Monday Moans

Today's class was as usual, bla bla bla.. Mathematics even worst, i don't even know what the hell was happening in class because i was busy chatting at the back. Shh~ Sejarah started off with such fun. Somehow, Sejarah classes also run out of topic. Don't ask me why, but this is Sejarah. Just understand it.

Shugi : Looking out of class as "inheritance" of the next class passes by.
Pn. M : Tengok apa tu ? Kalau ni sekolah campur lagi best kan ?
4U : *laugh*
Pn. M : dulu, saya sekolah campur. Tahun 1, 2 dan 3 masih biasa je. Boleh main rapat-rapat dengan "the guys". Tapi start Tahun 4 macam mereka suka kacau kan ?
AC : yaya cikgu..

*off topic again*

JW : Cikgu ada dating tak masa sekolah ?
Kuku : Cikgu, first date umur berapa ?
Pn. M : About 20 sumting la, masa kat campus. Tak de la, masa sekolah tak de dating sebabkan, imagine sekarang u Form 4 dating dengan budak SJI Form 4.
4U : Fish ! Alia dengar tu !
Pn. M : Baru sekolah, you tak tau result dia macam mana. Nanti besar nak jadi apa pun tak tau lagi. Biar I tanya, apa tu CINTA ?
JW : CINTA itu sesuatu yang tidak boleh dijelaskan ! >.<
4U : Macam expert je !
Pn. M : Cinta itu sesuatu yang tidak boleh dijelaskan. Yalah, zaman sekarang dah lain. Banyak dah dating kan ?
4U : yaya..

Right after that "off topic session", the bell rang ! LOL ! But after recess, we continue Sejarah lesson single period taken from English double period lesson. Haha ! During English, discussed about Literature a little, preparation for exam. Ahem ! Next, PhySICKS ! Woohoo..doing the post test. Am i right ? Don't care la. Me, Yann Lin and Di at the back keep on getting distracted, end up din't really answer the questions. But hor, Di good girl, Di semangat ( cause AJK ma), Di got do. Woo !

Pei Yin and Tzi Chi came to our class, saying that she want to make a short announcement. But as usual, Mr. H said, "later la, doing test". But I SS ask PY to just tell Sher what the announcement was because you can't expect them to go down then come up again just for a short announcement right ? Guess what ? Librarian meeting was cancelled ! Deng ! I damn semangat wrote last week report and carried that stupid book to school, tell me no meeting, postponed to tomorrow ? Zzz..this means..tomorrow have to bring that book again ! Sigh !

So, no meeting = going home early ! Wee~ Yup, again, went home with Huey. Apparently she got no house to go again and mine is always open welcoming her ! xD So, she online, eat, and drink while me, of cause la i sleep ! Hahaha ! Awake by Huey calling me cause bro was back =.= just only slept for an hour >.<

PS condolences to Shermaine because her granma had passed away. She received this news today during PhySICKS class. I'm so sorry.

Questions Half Answered

I asked myself, "What had happened ?". What had caused this to happened ? Reasons - answers, i really need them now. Desperate girl~

But just a few minutes ago, a friends of mine, Victor had answered the question. Well, not completely but half of it. What had happened ? What happened was nothing had happened. Nothing happened. I now realise that, how much i wished for something to happened but it end up with nothing made me so disappointed, thus, resulting in all this chaos and emo-ness.

"Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga"

Is this the correct peribahasa to describe this situation ? Guess i must have put on too much hope, i'll learn from mistakes. I'm not sure if i could do it, but i'll try. Yes, i might take me a little time to adapt to a new situation but i'll make it.

P/S : Thanks to Victor for answering my unfound answer~ >.<

Seeing Can Be Deceiving

WHY ?
Till today, i don't think i found the answer to the million dolar questions.
( Wonders of WHY)

Laughter is certainly the best medicine in no matter what condition. I had fun, YES ! I play, i laugh, i joke, i crap and i continue having as much fun as possible. You might not see it, you might not even realise how i felt inside. Seeing can be deceiving !

I'm not the type that will show my emo-ness and spoil everyone's mood just because of the sickening old me. Well, that is me. Thinking of others before me (PS i'm not bragging), locking up my feelings, and keep everything for myself. You might think i'm "stingy" because i "keep everything for myself", but thats the way it has to be. Why spoil the happy mood of others ?

I only truely express how i really felt when i'm alone. Super gloomy atmosphere ! And since i rather keep everything to myself, there is certainly no point of asking WHY ? I might not be able to answer my own WHYs.

Sorry to those who ask me Why (ahem..Mich, Di, Fifi and many others especially dearest classmates), because the answer i had given to you guys is not completely true ! I tend to answer, "i have no idea why and it just happened". Okay, maybe 70% of it is true because i myself don't know why. Maybe the answer is there but its just me not realising it.

It doesn't matter, i'll learn to grow out of it sooner or later. I'll be fine, i'll be okay. Thanks for the concerns. You guys are certainly the best classmate anyone could have asked for !

Avril Lavigne's Why !

WHY
Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Bye-Bye Forum

OMG ! Flash back last night's event :

6.00pm : took our script and read it for the very first time
8.30pm : start memorising script and making short notes
12.00am : sleep

So, my effort wasn't that much when compared to Fiona's who memorise till 2.ooam. But, hey ! I tried my best, i memorised the points and memorise a little. PS i timed myself for the both "pusingan".

Anyway, this morning met Pn. H after taking books from locker, she said we don't have to recite everything exactly from the script so i decided to chill a little. Just go infront give the damn thing my best shot and have no regrets. During Moral, we rehersed one round. It was quite okay~

12.00pm, the bell goes~ Time for Forum ! My hands were cold, frozen and i sat infront nervously, couldn't help it but smiled the entire time (mostly not entire) and staring back at the mirror at the back of my class, seeing my scared look ! Funny.

Bla bla~ The forum lasted 35 minutes leh ! WTH ! It suppose to be only 20 minutes. Zzz the ending was scary. Sigh ! I'm sorry Shermaine, can't help you. I'm so sorry ! I tried to help but teacher said, " tak leh tolong kawan ya, tadi dah bagi masa untuk bincangkan ? ".

Anyway, here are some of my teacher's reviews and my comment back on it :

No eye contact with the audience.
I did, with Shugi, Mich, Kuku and many others. Shugi avoided eye contact with me cause she scared that she might make me burst out with laughter. You don't have to be sorry dear. I did with teacher as well. Right ? >.<>

Obviously memorising the script and not understanding it.
Did not memorise it. Don't have that much time. I only remember the main point and i created my own senteces. Ask Di.

I think thats all, its okay for first timer right ? Haha ! Oh ya, no offence to any other people okay ? (Faham-faham je kan ?)

Forum Alert

This morning rush to locker, ahem ! because semnagat want to attend BM class on time ( i'm always late because always i always take my own sweet time when taking books from locker ).

Came back to class, Shaz called me ( i thought she miss me >.< ) then i went to here place. Actually we have to lucky draw our turn for Forum tomorrow and it happens to be that left my group and Yee's group. Grr.. And it had to be left with the first and the last group to present.

Hmm ? Its seems so strange ! How come left me and Yee's group ar ? Is it Yee got the first but she ask to repick since me, Sher and Fio not in class ? OMG ! Is it, Yee ?

Anyway, I entrusted Vanny to do the picking ! She said she feel the aura on Shaz right hand because she's wearing her watch there. Since she said so, we go for that hand. And she pick for me the FIRST group for me ! OMG ! So yee's group is going to be the last to present ! Vanny really can feel the aura. NUMBER 1 ! Lets all die !

Damn ! Script today only get ! How do you expect me to memorise it all now ? In only one night ? It just seems so impossible ! Sigh ! Guess i'm abandoning my homeworks tonight, but only memorising my stupid script ! Sigh ! Sigh ! So sad~

I don't have the time and day. Ops..i mean night. So, i'll be signing out >.<

Wonders of W H Y

WHY ?!

Why do i feel this way right now ? WHY ?!

Why am i so depressed right now ? WHY ?!

Why did this happen to me ? WHY ?!

Why do i even care ? WHY ?!

Why does it affect me so much ? WHY ?!

Why does it meant so much to me ? WHY ?!

Why do i have to be such an egoist ? WHY ?!

Why is all this happening now ? WHY ?!

Why can't i just ignore it ? WHY ?!

Why can't i forget it ? WHY ?!

Why am i counting the days ? WHY ?!

Why do i hate myself for all this that is happening ? WHY ?!


I seriously have no idea why.
WHY ?!
Deng !
Some how i felt like smacking myself HARD now.
SIGH !


I HATE MYSELF !

Back Ache !

OMG !

That time woke up with leg cramp. Yesterday woke up with BACK ACHE !
It hurts like hell ! Suffering ar ! Until today. Sigh !

Di oh Di why spread me your disease ?
xD Joking joking.

I don't hunch back okay and its not a habit. My back ache like shit i can't tahan anymore so have the rest my half body on the table today.

Zzz..Feel like bring pillow to school tomorrow.

Aching ~

Mo0ncake Festival Gatherings

I attended two Moon Cake Festival Gatherings in a week. Fuiyoh, 8 buck leh total ! Ahem, i'm posting this with Huey in my house - sitting on my spot at the dining table - eating curry maggi mee with egg cooked by my maid ! Huey, nice not ? xD Besides that, i'm also hearing to a song don't know what title but the chorus really caught my attention.

我怕我自己会爱上你 ！

Friday, 12.09.08 !

Back to topic ! First Festival is in MBSSKL. went there after tuition and put my stuff down at my mum's office before meeting Kit Ting. I thought i was the one that was late but actually guess what ? Mich fell asleep so me and Kit Ting have to wait for her to come. PS we're at Kota Raya's McD not Petaling Street, okay ?

We reach there almost 6pm i guess ? We were way too early OMG ! KitTing changed her clothes in public. Knock knock ! We're in MBS you know not CBN ! But, she got cover la, ahem ! The thing started at 7pm. The first performance was not really nice, quite childish. Then, a friend came and tag along with us. Hmm ? Kit Ting is getting along it seems. Haha ! Don't know what she crapped. Sigh !

sketch..something bout a pill (basketball)

a dance using HSM song

sherade (forgot how to spell it >.<)

After that, got games but can't play.

Reason number 1, we only got 3 people.
Reason number 2, me and Mich are Bananas !

Oh yeah, i got a chance to talk with Jin Zhao ! Yo, Jin Zhao (if you're reading this !). I went "jalan-jalan" with Jin. Fuiyoh ! Nice walk ar. Hehe..forget to mention. Jin Zhao is 14 this year. Currently busy thinking about something, hor ? Ok lah, don't want to talk about Jin anymore.

Bla bla, went back lo. Around 9.30pm i guess. Wait wait ! Thanks to Mich and Kit Ting. You guys really had fun messing with me hor ? zzz



Saturday, 13.09.08 !

Watched 线不够用2 ! OMG ! Damn funny damn sad ! I think first time i watch movie watch until laugh like hell and cry like hell ! Until eye red and swollen leh. I got a remark from Yee :

"Jia Wei you laugh the loudest, i think whole cinema can hear. Cry oso cry the LOUDEST !"

When choosing Yee's back after the movie, Fiona darling call me le. Fiona Chai ar not Liew. xD So we left Times Square lo. Hehe..

Reach there, Fiona gave a Living Cabin plastic bag filled with paper tanglungs and 2 boxes of candles plus a lighter. Hmm ? I want to say thank you to the "sponsor" althought i did not manage to play it. Nevermind then, there's always next year. ^^

Performance as usual. Then eat. As usual also. LOL ! I bertanggunjawab take fork and spoon for everyone but then end up Kit Ting also took. End up, don't know how many fork and spoon we have. HAHA !

First performance, more gempak than MBS of cause.

fried chicken, i ate a little only

See the number of fork and spoon used by 4 of us

Fried rice..bluek~

Can you see Fiona ? I can see her !

Impressive, seriously

The KL tower picture i finally manage to take,
Failed during camp in July

My tanglung with my message !

Me with my tanglung >.<

Who is that ?

Next is games. Yay ! Group 3 win ler~ hehe~ Present we got are sweets only. LOL ! But what more can i expect right ? >.<

That day actually wanted to play tanglung, play candle, play basketball and play with SY ! But end up, tanglungs and candles no need to say. No time no chance. Aww~ Basketball only shoot once and the ball didn't even get close to the ring if i'm not mistaken. >.<>

Anyway, had a chance to FINALLY meet SY. I was kind of scared so didn't really play with her. OPS ! forget take picture with her also. xD Nvm nvm.



Before i end this post, there is something i want to say. Firstly, I'm sorry to those who i might have hurt during this two days. Physically or mentally. I'm apologising for both. Physically is mostly those who "played" with me and end up i whacked them ! Hard ? I also don't know >.< Secondly, forgive my unfriendly-ness because i really can't bring myself to face it. All i do is hide and avoid ! Stupid me. Ish ! Erm..really am sorry.

Lastly, i'll try my best to overcome this idiotic problem or phobia of mine. It might take maybe a day ? a week ? a month ? a year ? or even years ! But i'll start from now. I have to GROW UP ! Ish ! Just, please understand ! >.<

Oh ya, if after today. I'm still having this problem, hiding and avoiding, just understand ok ? But don't get depressed or too sad when i can't bring myself together to face it. Once again,

I'M SO SORRY !
对不起 ！

Busy Busy Busy !

OMG ! Can't believe the homework i have not done ! Is the mountain going to stay ? I feel like fainting. Here are the homework i have to complete today :

1~ BioDOPY peka planning skill
2~ BioDOPY experiment report X 4
3~ MathLUNATICS exercise
4~ ADDICTional MathLUNATICS exercise ( since last last week not done, don't think i'm finishing it today though )
5~ PhySICKS peka report
6~ English "tokoh" research
7~ Sejarah presentation on powerpoint

Zzz.. this are only the urgent homework. Ahh~ I seriously DO NOT want to die young, someone save me !

Oh yeah, forgot to mention. Today CheMISERY class was damn fun ! Started with a quiz where the colour BROWN made the lab filled with laughter. Ps Brown is Shugi's favourite CheMISERY colour. Ahem~

Today duty was damn boring. OMG ! Time passes so slowly when you're not enjoying it. I was damn tired and wanted to sleep, but the table- not a nice place to sleep. Sigh ! Can't sleep so took out ADDICTional MathLUNATICS homework to do. Guess what ? After the first question, i gave up ! hehe~ Anyway, its 3pm already, time to go tuition ^^

During tuition Sejarah class, the two soh poh beside me was busy scribbling and laughing. Had no idea why o.O Surprizingly i didn't join them. No mood to play that time, strange~ Bla bla..Chemisry class end at 6.30pm, late by 10 minutes. As usual, F always use extra time to continue our lesson.

Wwhen to mum's office and the first thing i look for is Bole. Aww~ Bole is a big round furball now, its white not black anymore. Wee~ Guess what ? My mum really took good care of it. Its happy and bloated. No shit and its happy ^^ Now Bole is sleeping so mum's going to take care of it again tomorrow. Hehe~

Thats all i guess..have to do homework ! Chiaoz~

The Birth of Bole !

Today right after first assembly, i quickly ask Shermaine for it ! IT ! It happened to be a chicken ! Haha ! I'm becoming more and more childish by the day @@ Now i'm playing tamagochi ! Hahaha ! Bole is the name of my little chicken. The name kind of tranformed out. Like this :

Ball >> Bally >> Bolly >> Bolley >> Bolie >> Bole

Its not BOLE, its Bo-Le. Yoga's song title Bo Le ! Damn chun right ?

So today is day 1 ^^ Mum's helping me take care of it whilei'm in school cause it made too much noise. Too noisy too obvious. Sorry Bole !

Bole Day 1 : Black ball !

Happy 13th Birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
TO MY BELOVED SISTER, JIA XIN !
BIG GIRL NOW, i know~


Well.. It should be Happy Belated 13th Birthday >.< style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">mushroom plantation ! Not to forget moulds, another favourite of mine. Wee~

That day was damn boring because i was rushing to finish as much homework as possible because Sunday have to work. Hmm ? Working on a Sunday when everyone is chilling out at home ? Sigh ! It wouldn't been so bad if there were more people at the fair ! Practically i spend more time moulding there, jumping here and there and doing that " OSIM " thingy more then giving out fliers and bags. So work wasn't that fun compare to the last one. Could it be Kit Ting and Yann Lin is not there ? T.T

Back to the Saturday, dinner like usual without my brother. Its something very normal so don't think that we abandon him or something =.= Came back and time for cakie~ Wee~ LOL ! The message on the cake was damn special. Its written in chinese ! Mum said, " you so like chinese me, i write for you chinese message. You know how to read not ? ". And the best part was, my sister read the " shen " as " wang ". I keep telling her " wang " is not like that but she insist is
" wang ".

So that the end of my Saturday and my sister's birthday. >.<>

Uploading picture later, currently very busy !

Another Week Past

Wee~
( some how i love saying this now )

Hooray~ Weekend again. Time passes really fast, don't you think so ? Its already 5 September. hmm ? Look at the time, its 6 September now. Haha ! Today is my beloved and dearest little sister's birthday !! ( ps she's turning 13 this year ^^ )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XIN ! S2

So, weekend and yet i have 2 CheMISERY and 6 BioDOPY experiment reports to write !! Imagine how much i have to suffer these 2 days T___T and these are only the 2 Science subject ! What about ADDICTional MathLUNATICS ? English ? MathLUNATICS ? Sigh !

Oh yea..tomorrow Mid Valley Exhibition Hall got Modern Home Fair ! Aww~ i'm not going to work tomorrow cause the others have Chinese exam. Sunday ? Maybe going work lo, well..this means i must rush all my homework today ! Ahh~ the pain and agony besides the misery i'm going to be facing ! Deng ~

Lets see..life is kind of stressful nowadays.

Homeworks + pressure + emotional + cha0tic feelings + hevoc = Jia Wei !

Felt like watching movie. Wee~ i want to watch Money No Enough 2 ! Hahaha ! Damn funny lar wei the preview and that is ONLY the preview ! Eeee~ who want to go watch ? O.o pity me leh, want to watch movie also nobody to accompany me T___T

Haha ! just saw my sis's Kerja Kursus Sejarah for her final term exam. Here is it :

my picture is the only ss picture in the whole folio
proud ?

Then not long ago, i ss-ed again ! nothing better to do because i was too damn bored ! Lazy to do homework ma >.< size="3">Blackie was too damn cute so i took picture if my baby xD

tired ? exhausted ? or just playing cute ? xD

cute right ?

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Well, i've been learning. Learning only haven't master it yet. At first to speak and understand, now moving on to writing although i'm not good at speaking yet. So, please speak to me in mandarin more often in class u guys, please ! Thanks you guys, sayang all of you. Bluek~

So, yesterday last 2 period was literature. Miss L is teaching and she provided us mahjong paper to state all characteristics of Klausner, Dr. Scott and Mrs. Saunders ( from the Sound Machine ). So, as we were writing ( i was the one writing it on the mahjong paper ), then started to draw a little flower on the bottom left with a little bee. Then, Shermaine ask me to draw a rose ( because i seem to enjoy drawing rose last time ). Drawn in on the bottom right and i myself added, " wo ai ni " in chinese. Felt so proud cause i tihink it's really nice.

By the time class ends, the whole bottom part of the mahjong paper is filled with writings. Mostly words i know how to write ( just that few >.< ). The end of class, teacher came and join us. LOL ! Damn cool ler..xD

my writing nice right ? xD
fascinated spelled wrongly >.<

i wrote the wo ai ni !

my rose~ <3

hehe..now its filled

wo bu ai ni !!

Holiday Break Over Again !

Sigh !
Life is so MISERABLE !
I hate life !
Life sucks !

Starting today's post with a great big sigh ! Ahh~ Today is a public holiday so this week i go extra one day of rest. REST ?! ( must be kidding myself ) Well, tomorrow suppose to hand in my Moral Laporan Harian but i haven't finish it. T___T I'm doing it after this post. >.<

Oh yea, tomorrow got CheMISERY presentation. Zzz haven't even do a thing or even read up. Sigh sigh !

And today, it happened again. What u may ask happened ? That is something no one should know. Shhh~ xD Okay, as i was saying, everything was at usual and yup ! it happened again. Its nothing to be sad or depressed about. I hear myself telling myself its nothing to be depressed about but why am i so troubled by it ? Why do i care ?

I kept on thinking that if its true, then why does it happen ? As far as i am concern, this shouldn't happen. Maybe its "natural phenomena", i don't know ! And yes it happened almost every single time. But why am i concerned ? It's no big deal. There's nothing wrong seriously, but its best to keep it aside for now. ^^

Oh yea, something is wrong. Well, this wrong is not the same as the above wrong >.< A little complicated but just pretend you guys understand, ok ? Something is wrong, i'm worried. Is it me ? Or is it something else ? Will i regret in the future ? I seriously couldn't answer because i myself don't know what the hell is wrong.

" Speak up and be heard ! "
" Sharing is caring ! "
" I will always be there for you ! "