Wonders of W H Y

WHY ?!

Why do i feel this way right now ? WHY ?!

Why am i so depressed right now ? WHY ?!

Why did this happen to me ? WHY ?!

Why do i even care ? WHY ?!

Why does it affect me so much ? WHY ?!

Why does it meant so much to me ? WHY ?!

Why do i have to be such an egoist ? WHY ?!

Why is all this happening now ? WHY ?!

Why can't i just ignore it ? WHY ?!

Why can't i forget it ? WHY ?!

Why am i counting the days ? WHY ?!

Why do i hate myself for all this that is happening ? WHY ?!


I seriously have no idea why.
WHY ?!
Deng !
Some how i felt like smacking myself HARD now.
SIGH !


I HATE MYSELF !