3G

Huey went into the toilet bringing her phone along.

"Bring phone to toilet 3G", said Huey !

Once again, only God knows why, what, and WHO ?

Still not home...

I am still in Michelle's house ! I've just made Michelle's house my second home. What's yours is mine, my dear~ xD



Anyway, today 9am sharp, Yen's phone ring like nobody's business ! Then again she woke me up. Yesterday was 6am, today 9am. =.= Yen damn bad ! She don't let me sleep. she toke my blanket away, she switched on all the lights and keep bugging me ! 9.30am, I gave in.



Ate breakfast. Me and Huey ate maggi hot cup. LOL ! Yen didn't join us. The 3 of us shared 1 durian tart. Quite nice ! Then, me and Huey bugged Mich to the max. Eyes half open also let us disturb till wide open.



Michelle Michelle.....
Michelle Michelle.....
Michelle Michelle.....
Michelle Michelle.....
Michelle Michelle.....



Haha !



Lunch was at Avenue K. Dim sum. Ngek ngek~

Yen went home after that, her dad was at KLCC. Me and Huey went back to Michelle's house while Mich DO her hair. LOL ! Still waiting for Mich to get home... new hair style wor...ahem !

Huey did her STUFF in the room. God knows what she did in the room...all alone... WTH ?

I...played Mich's haunted piano. Not really la, Joy touched it last Friday. LOL ! Yeah~! Played Xin tiao for 2 or 3 hours. Damn retarded ! Zzz...

Michelle came home !!! OMG ! So cute ! Seriously...

Wee~Dining at Mid Valley later, according to Mich cause nearer to our house. LOL !

LOL ! Lazy already...enough la...

First and Last

Here I am again,
In my worst state ever.
Feeling lost and confused,
Feeling lonely when I'm not alone,
Can things be any worst ?

Sigh !

Was what I did right ?
Isn't it a little too rash ?
Was my decision made a wise one ?
Will I ever regret it ?
My unconscious mind is filled with these.

Recalling the sweet happening,
It really makes me happy,
But at the same time,
Noticing that it is all I'm going to have,
One last memory.

I miss it very much...

Could it really be the first ?
Could it also really be the last ?
Will it be the first and the last ?

Firstly, I helped gave away little gifts to all the teachers on behalf of
Library Day. o.O

Then, during recess we celebrated Fiona's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA !!!
Touched not ?
Didn't expect leh ?

Yeah, then I got called to the counseling room. Woo~ Must be the non-stop emo session I'm facing. Just joking...

Was helping teacher with some of her work. Wah ! Counselor really counselor, really did her job ! She knows my results, she asked questions about me. So many personal questions man ! =.= ! Very personal... Shh~

Then, I left like an hour later, with a little gift from her. Haha ! Thanks~

Fuh~ got back my BM paper, paper 1. Ok la not bad, I'm just hoping its enough to support my horrible Paper 2. =.= Please don't fail !

Stayed back for Chemistry class today. Di, Lisha and Deb burn something wrong. I have no idea what they did, it just burned and started to smoke. Horrible smell, and Miss W have to evacuate us out of the lab and she send us walking for about 5 minutes before allowing us to re-enter the lab. LOL ! >.< Worst than me...I thought I'm the one that will cause all this.

Went to CM with KT and Huey to check out the Shirt. WTH ! Damn freaking ugly. Full stop.

Ahh~ Kasturi oh kasturi. Damn freaking sien, keep on dozing off during class. >.< !

Will You ?

I thought that by ignoring it,
I'll soon feel better,
It'll soon pass,
Things will return like how it use to be,
It'll soon be a joke to laugh at.
I'm dead wrong.

Will you take the lead,
And guide me back on track ?
Will you be walking by my side,
Through the hardships and obstacles ?
Will you still be here,
When I wake up from this nightmare ?

She says...

I don't want it to happen, yet I don't know WHY I'm feeling this way. I don't understand myself.

Things I have got to do :

1) Finish my bloody Biology assignment
2) Complete my mountain high homework
3) Think of a way to actually finish my Add Maths assignment
4) Shake of my chaotic feelings
5) Bash myself up nicely !

System Down

And I thought today was going to be just fine.
It WAS, was...

High hopes also means BIG disappointment !
I thought I could at least make it into the 2nd or 3rd round of preliminary...

Sigh !

Life tends to suck the most when I thought it wouldn't.
At least not today when exam finally ends.
Today suppose to be a happy day,
Not a day for me to sulk.

Argh !

My life sucks !

1/3 to go...

Tomorrow is the LAST paper ! Wee~

JW is delighted that it is coming to an end.
>.< !

Firstly, sorry Di. It's not that I don't want to help, I simply can't. So so sorry !

Since tomorrow is the last paper, and its Physics Paper 3, mood also don't have already. Wahaha ! Very lazy la !

Tomorrow got Chemistry and Biology extra class. Woo~ Both classes collide ! Boom ! Where to go ? Who to support ? Ahem..hands down, of course Chemistry. Hehe ! Haven't finish my homework. Waa T.T

Activities after school :

Tuesday : Chemistry
Wednesday : Chemistry
Thursday : Dance practise, maybe ?
Friday : Michelle's house then GENTING HIGHLANDS !

Woots ! Going twice in 1 month. Really not bad huh ?

Bounded

Faith brought us together,
But some how bounded from one another,
Every step I've taken,
To enclose the gap,
Is actually a step away from you.

Then why bother trying ?
Isn't it better without trying so hard ?
Then why bother being bold,
When I'm the one being hurt in the end ?
Then why bother ?

Discouraged,
Unsupported,
Ignored,
I'm nothing,
But a mere joke...

Ta-Da !

Happy Birthday to you !
Happy Birthday to you !
Happy Birthday to Lee Hom,
Happy Birthday to you !

Wahaha ! Today is Lee Hom's Birthday.

Haha ! 2nd May is still stuck in my head~
Truly, a night to remember...

My Study Partner

Park Royal Dinner

Yeah ! Eat eat again ! Wahaha !

After Sunway, we gathered at Jelatek. Jo, KT, Kat, Di and I to wait for Mich dad to come pick us up.

Stinky us went bathing. LOL !

I learned to play a new song on the piano !!! Thanks Joy ! Really really thank you ! Although I went blank and couldn't go on, I'm contented - a little sure got. Ngek !

Michelle did what I did too. I wonder who inspire and encourage who to do it ? Hmm...

Then, we all went to Park Royal.

We = Me, Mich, KT, Jo, Di, Kat, Joy, LH, Shi, and YL.

Dressing theme : Dress

So, I borrowed Mich's heels, and so did KT. What to do ? I want to and have to. Shoes are freaking soaked. Water...orange juice... LOL ?!

Buffet dinner but we don't have to get it by ourselves. o.O Chinese food. Haha !

Vege ?

Wonder who is she talking to...hmm...

Sunway Youth Challenge

It was yesterday.

So sorry Shugi ! >.< 16 May 2009 = Teacher's Day ? Where is our teacher ? LOL !

Anyway, we didn't get to know that we were suppose to bring extra clothes and uniform for the presentation. Awkward ! But, a girl helped us to look for clothes. o.O Not bad you know the T-shirt. Haha !

During the game session, there were 5 games.

1st - I forgot the name, but the leader was suppose to call out and gather the other members.
2nd - The Maze, looking for puzzle pieces. Suck !
3rd - Commando Crawl - crawling on the field, getting splashed by buckets and buckets of water. (My knee got cut by the razor sharp grass [LOL !] and it still hurts)
4th - Balancing - balancing a paid with a bottle of water on each end.
5th - Building a raft to float a pair of shoe across the swimming pool (KT flooded the shoe >.<)

Presentation was horrible. So much for coming from KL. I didn't help much. LOL ! But after that, was a mini photography session. Firstly, of course SS among ourselves. Then, a school came and ask us for a picture together. Black vs White ! Wahaha !











We got 4th - 8th placing. It was in random order so we didn't know what placing we are in actually. KT broke her little trophy after getting it. WTH ! I can't stop laughing on stage. What ever she touch will be broken at that very instant. Hehe.. And others laugh as well. Memalukan !

compare the height of the both trophy

Sleeping while standing

Then, home sweet home in Michelle's house. Her house is my house. Wee~

Baby,
你就是我的唯一，
我不可能错过你，
你的爱是我的 everything，
因为爱你就等於爱自己。

4 Down...

6 more to go...

Moral
Biology
Accounts
Sejarah
Chemistry
Physics

I was freaking nervous about Add Maths, especially after what happened to my Intervensi 2 result, and Yen saying her brain juice got dried up. Got that easily get dried up a not ? LOL !

But, the paper wasn't as bad as I thought it would be and guess what ? Woo~ I managed to answer both index number questions ! Woots ! Damn proud of myself, but correct or not have to wait till later. Heh !

Anyway, tomorrow's paper is Moral. >.< ! 2 hours and 30 minutes session of non-stop writing and crapping bulls**t ! Wahaha ! o.O Moral = bulls**t ! LOL ! Lame... I want to go Accounts tomorrow ! Lets trash the Form 4 class ! Hoho ! Anyone interested ? Yor...I don't know what to write already.

Lalala~ o.O
Doremi~ o.O !!!

Mood just got spoiled...

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Haven't I learned ?
Have I no faith ?
Or am I just being idiotly paranoid ?

Sigh !

And mum blamed me for something I have not done,
Something that was not even my fault.
Who the heck cares ?
The fault in the whole world is mine.

Argh !

Get a grip girl !
I have to take my mind off of this.
Buck up !
I feel pathetic now.

My World

Nothing is ever right,
No matter how right it felt,
The world is forever filled with wrongs,
The unknowns,
The forbiddens.

Life doesn't always go the way you want it to be,
In fact, it never ever will.
Life isn't fair huh ?
Bear with the harsh truth,
Welcome to the world of reality.

The world many of us feared,
The world full of lies,
The world with non-stop torture,
The world we live in,
The world I live in.

1 word 2 say 3 words 4 you
I Love You !

Birthday WishES !

So, here I am..

Wishing Vanny a Happy 17th Birthday,

and...

Yip Siong a Happy 18th Birthday !

Wishing the both of you the best in life.
Enjoy today like its your last.
You guys are getting older each and everyday.
Strive hard for a better tomorrow !
Gambate !

I. AM. SO. SO. PROUD. OF. YOU. MY. DEAR !

That is to Michelle Ng ! Haha !
Michelle, we know enough right ? Do you want the whole world to know ? I'll be glad to do the honour.

So, when will it be your turn ?
Hmm... You know I know enough right ? LOL !

I went for IELTS today ! Ngek~ ngek~

As boring as usual. I almost fell asleep, wait, I fell asleep during class. LOL ! While reading the passages ! Who takes 10 minutes plus just to read 2 paragraph of passage ? The answer...

*drum roll*

ME !

Anyway, today Mr. H suddenly...

"Teh, this Physics Quiz ar, go check name and get the others IC number"

LOL ! Ok..So, Me, Yen, Deb, I-Vonne, and Pooi Kei was chosen. But, Pook Kei diesn't want so YL is in ! Woots ! Joy, why have you said no to him ! Sigh !

Anyway, Burn was our 2nd prey yesterday after Shugi ! Muahaha ! Burn got tricked by the "Happy Holiday !" yesterday. Tsk..tsk.. Hehe.. I wonder who is our next prey ? Hor Michelle ?

Haha~

我的心啊

“我不关，给会我的心。”

This is dedicated to a person who have just lost her heart - THE heart,
This is specially dedicated to Mrs. Cheo Ms. Ku.

You've ripped my heart out,
Apart from my body,
Apart from my soul,
Without it,
I'm nothing but me.

Being taken away from me,
Unwillingly and forcefully,
Blurring from my sight,
Fading from my memory,
Will I ever see it again ?

Please...

Deep inside,
I'm lifeless, I'm heartless, I'm dying,
I no longer know the meaning of love,
What's life with no love ?
So, return my heart to me !

JokerZ

As usual, 1.10pm the sound of echoing "Happy Holidays !" can be heard coming from 5U's classroom. Why ? Thanks to Atika and a bunch of nutcase from 5U. Everyday after school is a holiday, to Atika and to us.

Shugi, on the other hand, hasn't been attending school for quite a number of days, thus, missing out on the joy of having holiday everyday.

***

So, 1.10pm, the bell rang.

Atika : 3...2...1...
5U : Happy Holiday !!!
Atika : Bye...Happy Holiday !
JW : Happy Holiday !
Shugi : Tomorrow is a holiday ?!
Michelle : *she was wearing her pants* [o.O] Yea la...tomorrow public holiday what ! You didn't get the pekeliling meh ? We have to ganti it on Saturday ma.
Shugi : OMG ! Serious ?!
Michelle : Yalah..lie for wat ?!
Shugi : *jumping in joy* *screeching* OMG ! Yes ! Tomorrow is a holiday ! OMG ! Tomorrow is a holiday ! Yay !
5U : *Laughing their ass of rolling on the floor !*
Shugi : Why ?!
JW : You really believe ?!
Shugi : *chasing Michelle, trying to pull her pants down*
Raihan : *still laughing on the floor*

P/S : Sorry dear ! The whole world knows now. Haha !

The Sun

The dark clouds were blown away,
The heavy rained had stopped,
Glad to see the Sun again,
The Sun I thought I would miss.
Shining glaringly in the sky.

Staying as positive as I can,
Clearing my minds from any intrusion,
Saying "NO" to negativity !
Because I never want you gone,
JW, I know you can do it !

Yeah !

She says...

" I can't bear with it anymore, it's too burdensome for me. I feel like breaking down again. "

Kerja AmaL Completed !

I just forced my sister to help me out with my Kerja Amal Moral pictures. LOL !

She justc ame back from camp today and she is looking like a dead fish now. I'm so evil for forcing her to act with me. Sorry ! And Thanks ! xD

你不在

Where are you ?
Where are you when I need you the most ?
You promised that you will be here for me,
But you weren't here,
You never did,
Never in the past, not now, not ever.

你不在...

Silence

Staring at my phone,
Listening to the sound around me,
All I heard was the silence,
Nothing more than that.

Newton's Third Law applied itself this time,
Silence was found,
But, a heart was lost.
Feelings were crushed !

Sigh !

Why ?!
Do you even care ?
Do you even give a damn ?
Does this mean everything in the past was a lie ?

Sigh !

Vanished - just like that,
Nothing to remember,
Nothing to hold on too,
Nothing to sulk over.

I found myself,
Shaking in pain,
Tearing silently,
I found my empty heart.

My heart beats no more !

A blast - The best night ever

王力宏 Music-man !
2 May 2009
8.00pm - 11.00pm
Outdoor Stadium Bukit Jalil

The actual plan was to reach Bukit Jalil Star LRT at 6 plus, but the plan changed. Thanks to few factors. Anyway, what's the point of reaching that early ? Mum reached home at around 6.30pm, then waited for bro to bath and get ready before fetching my aunty and my two little cousins. My family was having a family dinner for Mother's Day although its a week early.

Haha ! It so happened that my cousin wanted to go to Lee Hom's concert too, but she had no one to go with her. If she knew I was going, she could have followed me. It's ok Queenie ^^ There is always next time.

Did you know that, I arrived 10 minutes+ ago before you saw me ?

Shaking hard, cold chills down my spine, icy hands, and heart beated like never before, yet I gather my courage and walked in. Scaring me while I was hiperventilating, and having adrenaline. Its not your fault. Its mine. Sorry !

Anyway, met up with Shi then the three of us walked to the Stadium. Met up with Di and Sheng, then waited for PL and her sis. Hang out around the Stadium till Miss YL finally arrive with her bro and two cousins.

LOL ! Xiao ! We're sitting at Xavier's place. Erm, Xavier's is more towards the divider, but WTH ? Still the same side. Haha ! I wonder who sat on the chair I marked on accidentally. LOL ! I was sitting between Fiona and Di and I shared WK's binocular with Di and Sheng. Phew~ Thank God I manage to borrow it from WK.

It started with...

摇滚怎么了 !

And ended with...

摇滚怎么了 !

Muahaha ! What's wrong with me ? Wro-o-ong with me...

The stadium was full. Full house man ! And there were also spectators from all over the world, Singapore, Thailand, Australia, Japan, Hong Kong and Indonesia. The stage was so damn cool. Looks simple but it wasn't.

The concert started with comic strips of Music-man. LOL ! Then, the Bahamut guitar appeared. Followed by 力宏. Muahaha ! Damn handsome and cute larh !!! Muscle damn nice !

力宏 sang lots of songs, and I was glad that I knew most of it. Phew~ I was so looking forward into hearing 心跳 and its like the 3rd or 4th song he sang. Yea, I enjoyed the song. Obviously, but I can't feel the message in the sms. Sigh !

改变自己 was mysterious. Why got 3 person looking like 力宏 ? They look damn alike man ! So cool~ And, also...力宏 performed a magic trick. Disappeared from the stage, into the middle of the stadium. Fuiyoh ! LOL !

You know what else ? 力宏 dancer's are freaking hot ! Does it sound wrong ? @@ Seriously, like pole dancers. G-string some more. Deng ! Drooling~

Yen...he sang Can You Feel My World. Kembang already ?! Lets wait till tomorrow...

力宏 didn't sing EVERYTHING ! Neither did he sing 着雨里洗过的太阳. Hmm...另一个天堂 I understand, because don't have the girl. LOL ! When 力宏 was singing 唯一 with the piano, we thought it was the end because YL said that his last song is always 唯一. But, thank God it wasn't the last.

When 力宏 sang 你不在 with the piano, I was feeling it ! Something was in my head. A question I once asked my self, "Where are you ?". Nevermind, its in past.

放开你的心 was freaking gempak. Everyone stand immediately, and started jumping too. Hmm..I jumped a lot yesterday. Before, during and after the concert. Exercise =.= 力宏 had to ask us to sit before he can continue talking. LOL ! Hom Maniac gave him a CD for his birthday which falls on the 17th of May.

In the end, 力宏 sang Kiss Goodbye to say Good bye to all of us. Then only, 摇滚怎么了. Then, its the end. We waited till most of the people exited becasue we didn't want to cramp with the others. Took pictures. Oh yeah, I took pictures throughout the concert, actually half-way only with Mich's camera. Ngek ngek~

Sher !!! You missed a lot la !!! Take care orh. Fio showed me the sms you send. Headache again ar ?

Last night, no doubt - the best damn night in my life. Surprisingly, its even better than Avril's concert. Pengkhianat man me ! Haha ! Who cares, Music-man rocks !

*Uploading the pictures later because its not my camera*

The Wait Ends Tonight

Yeap ! 王力宏's concert is tonight baby !

Excited ? Duh~

Hmm..what can I say ? I'm speechless.

Some one said, "Thank God lo, the countdown can stop already." Who said that ? I think its Michelle. Anyway, it is so freaking true although I have not been counting down for quite sometime.

Firstly, I want thank THE couple a lot. Thank You Michelle for lending me your camera although I was half joking and half serious. LOL ! Yeah, and thank you Wai Kit for lending me your binoculars. Lots of thanks to the both of you. ^^

YL sms-ed me,
"Jia Wei can bring yr spec along..Wanna borrow.. I afraid later I can't c.. Hehe"

LOL ! Damn idiot man. Me and YL have the same power but its the opposite of each other. So, YL will have to wear my spec invertedly. Is that even a word ? =.=" Who cares...

I'm really really excited about what is going to happen later. Haha !

Before... During... After...

D-Day ! where D = donkey

I woke up at 8.30am ! LOL ! hehe...I know...you know...enough la...

Anyway, the first person I meet today is Mrs Cheo ! Then, followed by Vanny. At about 11.40am, the three of us walked to Cap Square to meet Di. The next to reach was Rai, Ain and Shaz. LOL ! They ran all the way from KLCC ! Not literaly, they didn't run while being in the train ! Hoho !

Bought the movie tickets, 10 buck each. Thread of Destiny. We're destined to watch in Cap Square because Pavilion don't have !!! We have the whole cinema to ourselves ! Boom ! Haha !




Mich and WK was late ! WK u missed the part you should have watched, you should learn from that ! Wahaha !

We crap alot during the movie.

When Akkun and Mei get together closely : Kiss ! Kiss ! Kiss !
When they hold hands : Aww~
When they hugged : Aww~
When Taka and Mei were seen together by Sara : OMG ! Damn hurt !
When Sara jumped : OMG ! Stupid man ! Lifeless !
When Taka beat Mei : How can he beat her ?!
When Akkun was banged : OMG !
When Akkun and Mei said good bye : WHY GOOD BYE ??!!

Actually there's alot more. Just remember that, 5U will forever be 5U no matter where we are. xD

Then we took the bus to Pavilion. Its was Shaz first time sitting a bus, so the bus is now, THE BUS ! In the bus, there was a snatching scene. WTH ! Me and Rai thought a gang was trying the bash that fella, in our heart we were thinking, "Run ! Faster run away !". Stupid us =.=" Anyway, thank God nothing happen to any of us, especially not to Shaz. She got disturbed, but no harm done. Phew~

Settled down in TGI's Friday. Now, we have, me, Di, KT, Mich, Fio, Ain, Rai, Shaz, Celyn, YL, Joy, WK, Lester, and a guy whose name I do not know. LOL !

*Ain and Mich is trying to irritate my in MSN now*

Wen Di went up the chair as ordered by the TGI's Friday's staff. Wahaha !

Then, Celyn was the first to leave. Followed by YL, and then Rai, Shaz and Ain. Then it was the guy whose name is not known. So sorry for this. LOL ! An interview was held. Ahem ! Although your points are below negative, but you still pass cause President say so. LOL !

Then, off shopping at KLCC !

Shopping !!! Shopping !!! Shopping !!!

Joy, Lester and WK left.

Yo Lester, I finally get to see you ! Woo~

Anyway...
I did not get anything ! =.="

Don't care. I'm happy.

Then, it was only Di, KT, Mich and I. Aww~ I waited with Di till her parent came, then went back to KT, and Mich. Mich ate her waffle, then me and KT went home together after that. It always end up with the both of us. Don't know why. INDEPENDENT !!! But, only till Masjid Jamek, then seperated.

I'm really happy. The day I spend with you guys is really priceless ! So, besides Genting, when will be our next outing ? Haha !