I'm Sorry

I am rereading it over and over again,
I'm trying really hard,
To figure out what it meant,
To read between the lines.

Why am I lying to myself ?
The answer is there,
Practically in front of my eyes,
Big, bold, and highlighted.

Its damn obvious that the answer is yes,
Then why ?
Why am I still not facing the truth ?
Get a grip, get a life !

I can certainly hear myself,
Get a life ! Get over it !
But why is my heart not reacting to it ?
Easier said than to be done.

Sigh !

Everything is my fault,
I just made it harder than before,
If the answer is what I thought it is - a yes,
I will willingly step aside.

I'm really sorry for what I've done.
I really am.
I'm sorry.

Sigh !